“i realize now, that loving him was neither beautiful nor poetic; it was knowingly walking through hell every day and losing myself there.”
- a.m. {trying to love someone who is too broken to be fixed}
““The truth is, everyone is going to hurt you. You just got to find the ones worth suffering for.””—
i can’t fucking do this anymore. i’m so sick and tired of waiting for this shit to get better when all it’s ever gotten is worse. i can’t take it.
I feel like people don’t truly understand how terrible sexual trauma is. Your body is supposed to be the one place where you feel safe and the one thing that belongs to you and only you. Not feeling safe in your own skin is one of the most horrible feelings in the world.
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME I KEEP CRYING AND FEELING LIKE SHIT AND JUST GENERALLY DEPRESSED AND I KEEP THINKING ABOUT HURTING MYSELF AND NOT EATING IM JUST SO DONE WITH MY MIND